I no longer Believe

Honestly It’s all infatuation…I mean when you see that person you like so much. It’s never love. They have this lust that bonds with your lips which then turns into a make-out session. It’s never love because you don’t know what they really think of you. How could you? People are never honest with one another in the dating department. They are always looking for an upgrade because they can’t deal or accept little things they consider to be faults. Love….does it really exist with all this dishonesty I’m seeing?

I Am Not

I am not an artist
but a person who hurts,
for the love I so desire.

I am your mirror

“You would rather throw stones at a mirror?
I am your mirror, and here are the stones.”
- Rumi

You were my Cancer, I was your Fish

I feel, what I see.
I know what I am, a lost Pisces in the depths of the sea.

You were my crab; you loved your shell.
I tried to open your heart.
But you only closed up.
I told you I would not hurt you.
You said, “I know” softly and tenderly.

I didn’t care about your past.
I saw a good quality in you that
I had to have.

You saw me too quiet, and shy.
A bit to emotional for your
Hard armored shell.
All I wanted was time.
Perhaps I spent too much time
In the depths of the sea
Dreaming of you and me.

I liked your qualities babe,
you seemed so perfect for me.
Now I swim lost in the deep blue sea
wondering what could have been.

Why do I feel so sad.

You were here one moment, and gone the next.

The Pisces In Love:

Pisces really need to be needed. They suffer from fear of rejection and low self-esteem. Pisceans are tender and caring, but frequently become the victims of domineering and uncaring partners. They submerge themselves in the experiences of their mates. If their partner is strong and caring, the lucky Piscean will soar to new heights. Conversely, if they find themselves in an unfulfilling relationship, they will prolong the agony–feeling they must deserve the misery—-and assume the role of martyr.

Pisceans do best when involved with a solid personality who will enjoy their romantic fantasies. There is no more loyal and caring lover than a Piscean, but their need for emotional and sensual reassurance sometimes leads to flirtations. Pisceans are the most loving and giving of the signs, their ability to select an inappropriate partner is legendary. In the right relationship, their sexuality will blossom and become something of an art form, especially as they get a little older, more experienced and more confident.

The Cancer In Love:

In relationships, Cancers, the most nurturing sign of the zodiac, seek a secure nest. They are best involved with someone who understands their creativity and will accept them for what they are, moods and all. Because their emotions are so powerful, they seek a partner who is stable and responsive, while at the same time understanding of their intermittent need for solitude, alternating with a gregarious desire for companionship and stimulation.

Cancers are protective, even possessive. While not domineering, they can become very jealous lovers when they feel insecure. Although they present a hard shell to the outside world, Cancers are sensitive and caring by nature. As a lover, Cancers seek security and fidelity. Cancers can be deeply wounded if the one they care for betrays their trust (which is never given lightly). Cancers are poetic and romantic and extremely sensual. When with a lover they trust, both they and their mate will flourish.

SOURCE: http://www.starastrologer.com/compatibility_pisces_cancer.html

Road Rage

I try to understand how the human mind works. But I can’t seem to grasp the reality of life at times. I drive to the grocery store to be disappointing by the negativity that I see in many drivers. The arm swinging out the window, making a big deal because another driver either cut them off or made some sort of mistake not pleasing to the driver. They halt by pressing the brakes of the car, and screeching pass them. It’s because the other driver wasted five seconds of their life. “I now have to go slower cause this asshole in front of me couldn’t go behind me, but I’ll show him.” [Steps on Gas]

What’s with all the driver animosity? Do we all become a different person behind the wheel? Is this persona an alter ego? There would be a lot less accidents if people could control their temper behind the wheel. There is no need to be dramatic about it. Take a deep breath and go on with your life.