Tequila & My Broken Heart
I should be grateful, well I am grateful. I miss you and thats all there is to it. I’m grateful that I got to meet you and I’m grateful that you let me into you life. I cherished every second of it. I never look back regret, because you we’re NEVER a regret. You are an amazing person. I like you still, and I want you to know that, even if you don’t like me. Behind this selfish pride of mine, you will see a person who drinks, drinks to drown the pain. I love memories but sometimes you need extra help from liquor to drown it. It hurt me that you excluded me from films I wanted to see, that you made plans without me, but I don’t hold that against you because I know the distance made it impossible to be at every showtime. Still….I miss you. I think of you every now and then, but I preoccupy myself with other things, poignant things like photography and art. When I first met you….god I felt like I was missing out on life. I felt you deep in me…like I was missing a piece of the puzzle to my life. You were so sweet and tender, you kisses made me melt, and I can tell you that no one else had or yet has come close to yours. I miss you, like crazy. I miss you…I miss you. These tears I cry every now and then will vanish soon. I hope they do. I can’t keep living life on Tequila and old memories. You must think I’m pathetic, so be it, if you in case you do. I miss you, god how I miss your calls. Sometimes it gets so bad that I get impulses of calling you and telling you how much I miss you, but then I stop and think that you probably already moved on. Moved on….and that you don’t miss me, like I miss you. It’s okay, because time will heal this pain…still I miss you…you…you. I miss you my baby cancer.
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