We like burning Peter

Today was interesting….actually yesterday and today were as interesting as drama can get. An ex called me yesterday saying he wanted a second chance. I said no because I didn’t feel the relationship was based on anything but sex. How superficial does that sound? Well besides that I always got ignored and he seemed to be very blunt and direct with me. He told me that he was a changed person and that he deserved a second chance. Shit…I deserve a second chance, we all do. Life, however,  isn’t structured that way.  There seems to be this notion of false hope in the air when people want a second chance to do better. In hopes of what? This morning my most recent ex boyfriends’ friend called me. Thats right, out of the blue. Mind you knowing that today was supposed to be our 4th month anniversary had we still been together. So all this time I’m wondering if it’s really the friend or if it’s my ex trying to pump information out of me. I dunno what the hell is been going on, but things don’t seem to be making any sense. He obviously didn’t want to be with me, so if he is trying to get info on me, why would he care?

I look forward to a better week.

~ by peterrodriguez on May 15, 2009.